Imagine This



waking up

and feeling your heart breaking

before you’ve even gotten up


having a constant feeling of dread

in the pit of your stomach

that’s always weighing you down


watching everyone else

smiling, laughing, enjoying themselves

while you struggle to maintain a fake optimism


feeling permanently exhausted

completely drained

of energy and hope


feeling like you’re drowning

while everyone else walks around you

carefree and oblivious

to your pain


feeling so terribly lonely

that you don’t even

want to be with yourself anymore


being in so much pain

that you want to scream

and break things and hit your head against the wall

until you can’t remember anything anymore


living this nightmare

every day

every night…

welcome to my life.


Julia 17 Alb, CAN

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